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If you're very, very careful nothing bad or good will ever happen to you.

Isn't that splendid?


listening to "Neutral Milk Hotel Circle of Friends" on Blip
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When I listen to this song & I'm alone, I have to scream/sing along with "I'm okay, I'm okay, I'm okay"

listening to "Final Fantasy - The Butcher" on Blip
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I'm really into Final Fantasy right now, seen last week opening for the Mountain Goats.

WOO!
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Going to see the Mountain Goats on Tuesday!! Someone please be excited for me!!!!!! :D
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listening to "MeWithoutYou - Cattail Down" on Blip
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Way fucking awesome song. Cattail Down by mewithoutYou (I think that's how the capitalization is)

Health Care Rant
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GODDAMN IT all this health care bullshit is making me crazy.

At this point I think the government should just go the fuck ahead and DO IT ANYWAY even if part of the population is against it. Because I don't give a fuck what those people want anymore. If we already had a health care plan in this country and the right wanted to see it shut down, they would never get EVERYONE to agree about it because there is no way that EVERYONE will ever agree about anything.

I'm not saying everyone should be forced to use public health care. If they don't like it, they can continue to go private (which has been part of the plan all along). If they don't want national health care, than that is fine, but how dare they try to stop it from being available to those who do?? (The Right are always trying to pull this kind of shit.)

The problem is that people are being told lies and they fucking believe them. We can have rational debate all we want, but people aren't listening. They're letting their fear be the boss of them. And I'm fucking sick of it. And once again, they're being fed this fear in order to manipulate them by people who have a vested interest in seeing that health care stays expensive.

And OH YES, we don't want to pay any more in taxes. The number fucking one enemy to the average American is higher taxes. There is nothing that they hate more. And it's so stupid. They think that because Republicans say that they don't want to raise taxes that they care about the average person. They absolutely do not. [Yes, I realize I'm making a generalization, but I'm kind of angry. I know that not everyone who is a Republican is a bad person]

I'm just tired of all of this. I'm tired of the conservatives being ... around? I just can't understand them. I can't understand how they can think the way they do. And I don't understand how they can have so much power, even when, strictly speaking, they don't have any power.

I'm done ranting now. I realize that there may be parts of this that are misinformed, as I haven't really studied the Health Care Plan, and don't really know all that much about it. It's just so ... everywhere.

Anyway. Rant over.
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listening to "Beirut - Penalty" on Blip
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Just listened to this song 3x in a row. I'm having a dumb day & it's making me smile cause it's so good: Beirut - The Penalty.

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John Wayne Gacy Jr. - Sufjan Stevens. Such a good song.

listening to "Neutral Milk Hotel - Oh Comely" on Blip
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I just wanna know the link for this one so I have to post it. Sorry. Still a really amazing song.

listening to "Vide Cor Meum (From "Hannibal") - Patrick Cassidy" on Blip
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Amazing song.

now you are the wheel, now you are the stone
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So, goodbye, paid account. Kind of sad, but I pretty much never use livejournal anymore.

listening to "Wildlife - Phoenix Foundation" on Blip
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Listening to the Phoenix Foundation - Wildlife. I love them. Great find from the Eagle Vs. Shark Soundtrack.

You don't even have to think about it, just copy and paste!
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Cross-posted to every damn social networking site I'm on. Deal with it!

Subject: ESCR under attack -   CONTACT NIH TODAY!!!

 Forwarded message from Don Reed, national stem cell research advocate--

Dear Stem Cell Research Advocate:

The next 12 days are crucial in the stem cell research struggle.

Here's why.

Remember when President Obama signed that document removing the Bush stem
cell restrictions? That same day he called upon the National Institutes of
Health to draft a new set of guidelines for scientists wanting federal
funding.

Those guidelines have just been issued. see
http://stemcells.nih.gov/policy/2009draft.htm

The next 14 days are the comment period for the new guidelines for stem cell
research, which American scientists will have to live with if they want
federal funding. This is the public's only chance to shape those guidelines:
which can be improved-or made worse.

Unfortunately, there are problems with the proposed guidelines!

Not only are the guidelines far more conservative than we had hoped, but
opponents of the research are systematically flooding the comment process.

Conservative religious bodies, have launched a national campaign to attack early stem cell research by mass emails to the NIH.

*"The United States Conference of Catholic Bishops (USCCB) launched a new
"Oppose Destructive Stem Cell Research" campaign today, equipping citizens
to contact Congress and the National Institutes of Health (NIH) to oppose
embryonic stem cell research ."  -- WASHINGTON, May 6
/PRNewswire-USNewswire/
www.usccb.org/stemcellcampaign

Is their anti-research campaign having an effect?

Dr. Wise Young of Rutgers University , ". of the 6000 plus comments that NIH
has received concerning the draft guidelines, 99% were from people who
opposed embryonic stem cell research."-Carecure Forum
http://sci.rutgers.edu/forum/showpost.php?p=1039001&postcount=12

Imagine what the enemies of research will do with a statistic like that!
Think of the State Senators and Representatives who have to fight for stem
cell funding-they will be hammered-no politician ever wants to stand alone.

Supporters of stem cell research must be heard.

To prevail, we need to do three things:

Inform ourselves,

Act individually,

Reach out to our networks

.
First, read this message all the way through; it contains background
information from the Coalition for the Advancement of Medical Research
(CAMR), and other sources.

Second, send your message to the government.  Click on the comment box you
will find at the following url:
http://nihoerextra.nih.gov/stem_cells/add.htm


Third, SHARE THIS LETTER-or write your own-- email all your contacts.

Any statement of support has impact. One sentence can make a difference.

 Click on the following to contact National Institutes of Health:

http://nihoerextra.nih.gov/stem_cells/add.htm

Your comment can be as short as "I support embryonic stem cell research, and am glad some of the restrictions are being loosened."  That matters.

Anyone who clicks on the comment box, and writes in a sentence-that message
will be tallied as one citizen in support. Of course, you may say more if
you want. If you are a long-term research supporter, your letter will be put
in the expert witness category.

But if you want to get more involved in shaping the guidelines, that would be
helpful. The guidelines are politically very timid, and must be
strengthened. Problems are:

a "grandfather clause" is needed to insure that every stem cell line already
approved under the previous stringent guidelines will be eligible; 

alternate sources of stem cell lines such as SCNT  should not be excluded from funding, and more. (see CAMR comments below.)

But every patient advocate in America must at least click on the comment
box, and make a statement in support of early stem cell research.

 Click on the following to contact National Institutes of Health:

http://nihoerextra.nih.gov/stem_cells/add.htm

This affects everyone in America, and the world. MORE THAN ONE PERSON IN A
FAMILY MAY COMMENT. Every adult friend or family member should click and
make a comment-- as well as every scientist, medical student, every teacher,
every parent-everyone who has a reason to want stem cell therapies and
cures.

Here it is, one more time: http://nihoerextra.nih.gov/stem_cells/add.htm.

Or, send a letter (ideally on letterhead) to: NIH Stem Cell Guidelines, MSC
7997,  9000 Rockville Pike, Bethesda , Maryland , 20892-7997

But whatever you are going to do, do it now. There is very little time
before the May 26th deadline.

We have worked hard, many years. We are so close. We must not falter now.

Click on the button, send your comments in-do it today, please.

And thanks. You make the difference: you are one of the overworked few who
change the world.

P.S. Here is a sample letter from  Coalition for the Advancement of Medical Research (CAMR) 

You can copy and paste into Comment section of NIH comment form and edit as appropriate for you.

Embryonic stem cell research holds great promise for millions of Americans
suffering from many diseases and disorders.  I am not a scientist, but I
have been following progress in this field with great interest.  Significant
strides have been made over the past decade, and the final guidelines issued
by NIH must build on this progress so that cures and new therapies can get
to patients as quickly as possible.  The final guidelines should not create
new bureaucratic hurdles that will slow the pace of progress.

I am pleased that these draft guidelines -- in Section II B -- would appear
to permit federal funding of stem cell lines previously not eligible for
federal funding and for new lines created in the future from surplus embryos
at fertility clinics. However, as drafted, Section II B does not ensure that
any current stem cell line will meet the criteria outlined and thus be
eligible for federal funding.  It will be important for the final guidelines
to allow federal funds for research using all stem cell lines created by
following ethical practices at the time they were derived.  This will ensure
that the final guidelines build on progress that has already been made.

I also believe that the final guidelines should permit federal funding for
stem cell lines derived from sources other than excess IVF embryos, such as
somatic cell nuclear transfer (SCNT).  Sections II B and IV of the draft
guidelines do not permit such federal funding and I recommend that the final
guidelines provide federal funding using stem cell lines derived in other
ways.  If not, it is essential that the NIH continue to monitor developments
in this exciting research area and to update these guidelines as the
research progresses.

Thank you!




We're gonna bust out of this place
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Livejournal? I remember you.

So, it has been months since my last entry aside from some blips (all good songs, by the way and I love each of them). But I have been seriously neglecting my journal here for quite a while. Mostly in favor of Twitter. Sorry.

Anyway!  What was going on last time I actually wrote about what was going on? ... **checks**

Ah yes.

So, I am indeed moving, looks like the beginning of June. With Gitana and Andrew, believe it or not. We're all going to have to make some compromises. But as far as what kind of place and where, we seem to have the same goals (actually, I don't think Andrew cares at all, but Gitana and I have the same goals). Oh god, I can't wait to get out of the damn place I am now. One bad thing is that I haven't told my landlord yet. I feel bad about this. But I've been getting "maybe" and indefinite answers from Gitana, which is gonna have to stop.

Anyway, I'm going to pretty much spend the next 2 weeks getting ready and packing and so forth. I sure hope we find a place.



Well, I won't spend the next two weeks only cleaning and packing, because I'm leaving town for 4 days to go to Sasquatch! I can't really believe it's next weekend! I've been waiting for three months! And, as I suspected it would, all of our arrangements are just now being made. I'm too anal for it not to already be sorted out. And, all of the other people I'm going with got the dates wrong, thinking it was the 30th, 31st and 1st. I'm not really sure how they managed to do that because we've had the tickets, which have the date written on them in nice big letters, for a month and a half. Eh. As long as they get it sorted, which they must because we've all paid big bucks for tickets.  I'm going to take so many many pictures and video. Thankfully, I have 2 days off before we go. I am going to need them because there are a lot of things that need to be sorted. Wow. Many things. Need to make a list.


Um, what else? Saw Star Trek with my parents and really liked it. Might go see it again? Avery really wants to see it.

**looks at twitter profile**

Oh yes, my bike got fucked:
How sad.

Came out of work to find it like that, all fucked up and bent. It's sitting outside of my house, still bent. I've got a possible replacement tire but I can't replace it myself because it's the back tire and there are all sorts of complicated gears and things back there. So I've mostly been taking the bus and walking. Right now, however, my right ankle hurts like a son of a bitch. :-( Probably cause I took a long walk with a heavy backpack uphill on thursday and then walked home last night. I hope it feels better. I'm going to try to go easy on it, but I had to walk downtown this morning and also have to tomorrow morning. Then home on Monday and Tuesday nights (because the bus doesn't run that late).

I miss my bike. :'-(

Anyway!

I have to start paying attention now. I'll probably do a big post of Sasquatch happenings and pictures after the event.

If you have been, then I'm happy for you.


listening to "Cautionary Song - Colin Meloy" on Blip
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Kind of fitting/not fitting song for Mothers' Day. You be the judge.

listening to "05 - in the Pines - Leadbelly" on Blip
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More great blues: Leadbelly - In the Pines

listening to "Penitentiary Blues - Lightnin' Hopkins" on Blip
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This is the kind of blues I like. Amazing: Lightnin' Hopkins - Penitentiary Blues. LISTEN TO IT.

listening to "Nothing To Worry About - Peter Bjorn And John" on Blip
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#musicmonday Peter Bjorn & John-Nothin' to Worry About. Sad they're not doing Sasquatch, would've been rad to see them.

Pick yourself up.
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Dream last night: I was in a play in high school, playing a guy & right after I found out I was distracted & never got around to learning my lines. A bunch of other things were going on & when it was finally time to perform, I didn't have my costume or any make up or anything & didn't know 1 of my lines. Things kept being weird. Stuff going on in the chemistry lab, & something about an underground water tank... and one of the guys I had a huge crush on in high school was in it, and then he and the director were going in the water tank which shot you around or something and made you high? Weird.

Dream from a couple of weeks ago:
went to DC to mooch around the White House, met president. Got to go inside and the front door led right to a sitcom style living room. President liked sports/fishing. Had traps around his house. Caught a cat. I was trying to help him, by incapacitating it, choking it with what seemed a lot like a nylon ukulele string. But it looked just like my cat (I knew it wasn't because my cat was back in Bham) so I couldn't go through with it.
I told him and he was very understanding about it. I left for some reason and a little while later he told me the bad news that when he had tried to have it taken away that it had been hard to sedate. They had had to give it more and more, but then since it had been choked, it died. I was sad.
Another part of the dream was like Heroes. Claire and HRG were in it, seeming on opposite sides but really trying to help each other. I remember there being a couple of explosions and HRG telling us to hide behind some overturned tables. A lot of running around. I don't remember if I had an ability. I think this might've been going on while I was away from the White House and the cat that looked like Harvey was being killed. I don't remember how this dream ended.
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listening to "Scorpio - The Dutchess and The Duke" on Blip
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@paulfieg The Dutchess and the Duke - Scorpio #favunknown These guys are amazing!

listening to "Ice Flow (BG.blip.up) - The Mighty Boosh" on Blip
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HECK YES.

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I love you.

Writer's Block: Not That Lion and Lamb
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As the old saying goes, March comes in like a lion and goes out like a lamb. Weather aside, how did March come and go in your life this year?


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It came in like a lion and left like a pissed off lion.

listening to "Bottom of the Lake - The Builders and The Butchers" on Blip
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A song I actually like:Builders & the Butchers-Bottom of the Lake.Gritty Americana folktype stuff. #musicmonday

listening to "Diva - " on Blip
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I can't believe that I'm even listening to this song. It's got such a cool beat though. #musicmonday

Writer's Block: GIP (Gratuitous Icon Post)
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You finally have an excuse to use it—what userpic do you not get to use very often but can't delete because it's just that awesome?


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I was going to try to answer this, but it turns out that I'm not really attached to any of the icons I don't use much. I just don't delete them out of laziness.

Writer's Block: Really, Truly
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Do you believe in true love? What about love at first sight?


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I think that if you're attractive, you can believe in love at first sight.  But if you don't consider yourself attractive, you probably don't.

listening to "Joe's Waltz - The Dodos" on Blip
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I don't know if I can describe how awesome this song is. I could listen to this song twenty times in a row.


Trying to figure out this Blip nonsense.

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Urgh.





That's how much it snowed between 5 pm and 9 pm.





As I said before, urgh.

Shower.

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i really hate repeating myself.

Writer's Block: Conchordance
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Who is cuter: Bret or Jemaine?


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No offense to Bret, because he is very cute, but Jemaine.  Look at those lips! Those sideburns! Those glasses!  Sigh.

I realize I have kind of ... unusual taste.

They're coming to Seattle in May, but by the time I remembered that the presale was going on, all the decent seats had been sold for both days, and the tickets were $35.50, before taxes and fees and all that shit that you have to pay for when you buy tickets for anything online. So probably would've ended up around $50, which, as much as I love FOTC, I am not willing to pay for shit-ass seats.

I think that this is the real reason that people start to like bands less when they become popular, or at least it is for me.  I don't like huge shows, so there are a lot of artists I really like but would probably not bother to go see them because they play huge shows with thousands of people and they cost a lot.  Like Modest Mouse or Death Cab for Cutie.  Standing half a mile from the stage and having the music play deafeningly loud from GIANT speakers, and not even being able to see the band, all for $65? I'll pass.




...Real entry follows.


you can't always get what you want.
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Friends Only. Comment to be added.



the key word there being "COMMENT." if you do not comment, i will not add you back. i mean it.


pretty self-explanatory, really.
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Ahahahaha.


I have a weird grasshopper thing bug living in my room. I do not really know what its deal is or why it has not tried to get back out of my room but it is just chilling above my door. It does not remind me of a spider, with its long thorax, and bright green color, but I still wish it would leave now.

I should have been in bed two hours ago. Time to blow-dry.
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fotc jemain rocking the small guitar
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Look what came in the mail on Valentine's Day!






It's lovely and gorgeous and plays really well and I love it.



Looks like moving will happen at the beginning of April.  It seems like Tawnya and I are done living together.  There is the option of staying here, but even though my landlord is all kinds of cool and laid-back, at times he's a little too laid-back.  Like not cashing rent checks for weeks, and taking forever to fix things.  Including the dryer which has been broken for ... two months.  And the roof that was messed up for six months.  So.  I'm not sure what I am going to do.

Someone I work with got fired for not calling and not showing up two days in a row.  And the day before that, he had called at the last minute to get covered, which didn't make anyone happy.  So, I more-or-less have his schedule, plus some of the days I used to have.  It'll go wednesday, thursday 4:30-11, friday 9-5, saturday 4:30-11 and sunday 9-4:30.  And by my calculation, that's 35 hours a week.  Could be worse.  It also could definitely be better, but whatever.  Also, there are two days where I'll work until 11 and have to be there the next day @ 9, which kind of sucks.  The other guy didn't have to do that.  Gee, I wonder why?


In other news, I've been trying to work up the courage to ask this guy I like to come bowling.  Thus far, I haven't been able to do it.  I'm partially hampered by the facts that a) I don't see him very often, b) we have never actually hung out, and c) he mostly wants to talk about his ex and how he will possibly get back together with her.  I was going to ask him, I was so going to, but then he went away for the moment and I couldn't think of an excuse to stay and wait for him to come back.  Yes, bloody pathetic, I know, thank you.

And sorry for being kind of cryptic, but my sister reads this (sometimes) and I don't trust her to not tell my mother things that I would rather that my mother just not know.


Anyway, I'm going to take a shower and then go to LensCrafters.  Hopefully that will work out.

hugely so to you all
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So, my ducks, another lengthy gap between entries, if we can even call my last descent into the world of memes an entry.  But, here I am.  Please, try to contain your excitement.

In other news, this is my first public entry in simply ages.  Hello, wanderers and non-friends. Welcome to my life.


I have filed my taxes, which is exciting.  I filed on the twenty ninth, so I can expect my directly deposited refund between the seventh and the twelfth.  Which is soon.  I somehow feel I ought not to tell you how much I am expecting back, but I feel a little like gloating, so I will.  Caution be damned.  $1500.  Mine.  Soon.  Really, though, it was always mine, and the gov't is keeping $1200 of my money, but I can not lie about how excited I am. I really, really am hopeless at saving.  It is just something at which I have never been, nor probably will ever be, any good.  So ... it is like putting a bit more than a hundred dollars into a savings account every month, and now I get it back.

My main purchase is going to be a guitar.  Isn't it lovely?  Any opinions on color?  I'm thinking black or red.

I'm also going to pay off most of my credit card (yes, as usual it was a bad idea to get one), and pay my parents back some.  I also want to buy new glasses.  The ones I have now have been broken for ... years.  I don't know exactly how long, but far too long.

--Which brings to mind something I've yet to figure out.  I think I posted something about breaking my glasses, but I don't think that I could find it as I really have no idea when it happened.  I've tried searching my journal, but the damn thing says I have disabled searching.  The last time I wanted to search for something, I tried to enable searching, but I never found the right area.  It says to go to "Livejournal user settings" which doesn't really sound like anything with which I am familiar.  Anyway, to get to the point: does anyone know exactly where this option is?

I was also thinking of getting some contacts, for days in the sun when I'd quite like to wear sunglasses.

If any significant amount of money is left, I want to get a new bed.  Either Natalie's mom will get her shit together enough to give/sell hers to me, or I am going to Goodwill and buying one.  They have fulls for around $140, bed and boxspring.  I am not a child anymore, it is time I had a non-twin-size bed.

After that, I fear not much will be left.  I might go out to a nice dinner or two, buy some books and/or movies, and possibly have a little money saved in a bank.  Now that I think of it, I might even want to open an account at another bank, one that is solely for saving.  Knowing myself as i do, however, I doubt that much money will stay in it for long.

Not having committed myself, the other option is to drop all of it on a trip to England.  It seems unlikely that this is something that I will do because I don't think anyone would go with me, and I can't even go to movies alone.  And furthermore, it would be just enough to get me to England, but not much besides.  I'd have to save quite a lot more to have the kind of trip that I would like to.


Lately, I've been reading a lot, but I can't seem to write.  It's distressing.  I've never really been able to write the way that I want to.  I'm terribly afraid that I'm just not a good writer, but what is there to be done about it?  Most of the time I feel remarkably stupid and dim-witted.


...I think last night I dreamed that I was having sex with Johan Hill? I also remember going to the Horseshoe with Trisha and Emily B, and strangely enough, this part of my dream was in black and white. I don't remember ever having had a dream in black and white.  I wonder what it means.  It was a bit like Coffee & Cigarettes. The waitress was dressed in one of those old-fashioned waitressing dresses, with apron and everything.  Kind of like this one, but with a more funky, sixties air.  She brought upside-down chocolate chip cookies on white china saucers, with a napkin and a fork.  Strange.

Anyway, I've got to get in the shower and then ready for work.  I have to be there in three hours?!  Will I make it?  But for now, I'll bid you good afternoon.  If you have been, continue on and don't dream of stopping.

I don't know what I'm doing, I don't know what I'm saying
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In case any of you have not been periodically checking back at my last entry, there is this:
I win at life!

I kind of want to keep writing, but I am also very very tired and my wrists hurt a lot.  I am by no means finished with the novel, though the possible effort involved with editing it into something even remotely worth-while is tiring just to think about it.

Nothing more tonight, I beg you.
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RIP Steve Irwin.

I was never really that into the Crocodile Hunter series, but his enthuiasm was contagious. He got to do what he loved every day and get paid for it. May we all be that lucky.

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This computer sucks lately. ...Maybe it's because it hasn't been turned off in the last 4 days...? Maybe it's just Myspace. I fucking hate myspace.

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And another weekend went past that was full of perfect days for sailing, and yet it seems like no one wants to go but me. At least I finally got to play Tripoley with Lisa, Avery and Lyndsie last night. We had a lot of fun.

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Fuck Carissa, she's being a huge bitch lately. I hope she doesn't try to come over any time soon. I don't want to talk to her.

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Anyway, here's Chunk #4, and there are 19 pictures inside. Enjoy. )

And that's it.

I'm sorry if I've posted any of these pictures twice, I didn't do a terribly good job organizing them as I uploaded and posted them. Criticism!

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My period is fucking with my head. It started giving me cramps yesterday, and has just started with the thinnest of thin trickles. Far too little to use a tampon and there are no pads/pantyliners to be had. It's obnoxious.

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I watched Saving Grace today with Aajai. I get the feeling that I've seen it before, but also not. I might have. I liked it. I was impressed that Craig Ferguson co-wrote the screenplay and co-produced it. I think he's dishy. And Scottish.

Then we did a new version of The Chart (yes, it deserves the capitals). It's based on the chart from the L Word. Ours isn't quite as well-organized as the internet version, but it's probably just as . . . tangled. And dramatic.

Ha ha. The lesson in making charts is that if you sleep with one person on it, you've basically slept with everyone on it.

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Well, I haven't got much else to say and I do have cleaning to do, so I'll bugger off. I hope everyone had a great weekend.

P.S. It's exactly 1 month until my 22nd birthday. Eek, I'm so fucking old! Get me a present.
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A revolution without dancing is a revolution not worth having
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Did you know that if you are editing an entry and you have the mood drop-down menu going and press backspace that you will go to the previous page? Cause I just found that out the hard fucking way. Boo hiss.


Anyway, let's see if I can remember what I was saying....

I haven't seen anyone all day except for when Gitana and Carissa suddenly showed up here this morning. I didn't give them the best reception, but jesus christ. They have to learn that I'm not really a person who loves getting unannounced visits, especially before 1 pm on a Saturday (and that's not to say that I'm not up at 1 pm, or even that I don't ever want to do anything before 1 pm, but don't just show up at my house without calling first before 1 pm, because I probably won't be all that receptive to you). So I took a shower and ignored them. Then I got out and was just getting dressed when they up and left (with Carter I think). Maybe they're spreading the word that I'm being a bitch today and that's why I haven't heard from anyone.

I think tomorrow I'm going to play Tripoley with Lisa and Nat. I'm not counting too heavily on Nat because she's trying to have a footloose and fancy free kind of weekend. She'll probably forget. Oh well.

Also, I got The Baxter and disc 1 of Tenacious D - The Complete Masterworks. It's a show that was on HBO for one season (=6 episodes that were each about 15 minutes. Lame). I forget sometimes how much I like Tenacious D. I hope they tour again someday, cause that's a show I would most definitely like to go to. I can't believe Jack Black has a kid. I pity it in 15 years. No, not really.

As for the Baxter, it was okay. I wasn't blown away, but it was okay. I was kind of hoping for something funnier because of Wet Hot American Summer and Stella, both of which I really like, but it was just kind of a romantic comedy.


Anyway, here is chunk #3, 20 pictures inside. )
Most of the scans look a lot worse than the prints. In the scans they're blurrier and have little bits of stuff (like stuff that got on the scanner). So yes, talk to me. I'd like some constructive criticism. Tell me what I can do better.

my hero has the heart to live the life I want to live
garden state music
[info]zo_what
OMG it's September.

Natalie was babysitting when I left earlier (around 9) and now all the lights are off and I don't know if the little kid is still here or not. So I'm trying to be quiet.

Chunk #2 - 16 pictures inside. )

Hmm...It seems my estimate of how many more pictures I have to post was a little high. I might just have one more chunk to do. No, never mind. There will be 2 more chunks of 16 each. I bet you just can't wait! And as always, comments, constructive criticism and questions welcome.

And I do have 2 more rolls of film to develop and if there're any good ones (one of the rolls is from Pride) I'll scan and post them too. And more as I continue to take, develop and scan pictures. Yay!

and i can't even remember if we were lovers or if i just wanted to
writing/journal
[info]zo_what
A fucking ass-load of pictures. Hold on to your socks, kiddies.

Actually, since there are SO FUCKING MANY I'm going to divide things up into two or three chunks. Here we go.

Click the thumbnail for bigger versions. Chunk #1: 17 pictures )

There will be another 3 chunks with 17 pictures in them each coming soon to a computer near you.

The scanner did get a little gunk on it, so that's why there's some noise on some of them. Ask questions if you want to. Some of the more interesting ones have stories. Well, I lie. But ask anyway.

worldly sounds of endless warring were, just for a moment, silent stars
writing/journal
[info]zo_what
As silly as it is, I wish I had somewhere to go talk to my grandma. I'm sure as shit not going to go talk to an urn in my uncle's house. I wanted to have somewhere to go. When I fall in love, I wanted to be able to take that person to her and tell her. When I get that job that I love.  When I finally write something that I'm happy with.  When I get a picture published.   And I realize that there's no special reason that anything I say would have a better chance of being heard just because I would be talking at the place where she was buried or whatever. I think I'd just feel silly trying to talk to her anywhere but there, and so I probably won't try to talk to her at all.

 I just would have liked to have had a place. (What a strange sentence.)

I don't know.